OBLITERATED

Oral was total shit. I stammered and stopped, stammered and stopped throughout the whole reading of the passage, and I mumbled and repeated repeated repeated my points for the conversation area. PERFECT. I WANT MY A1, I WANT IT BAD. Before my turn to read the passage for 5 minutes, I’d never felt so nervous before, never, in my entire life. Then as I waited for the examiners to call me, in a desperate attempt to calm myself down and stay focused, I started counting the chairs at the other end of the room. Total number of chairs: 95…but it did nothing to make me feel better.
Feeling shitty, demoralised and shocked after the entire thing was over, we made our way to the canteen. It was an unproductive study session we had- no one, including me, was in the mood or the right mind to study for the Math test the next day. Compound Interest, Variations, Kinematics. I slept at 12:30am, trying to study, but not absorbing anything.

Math test went alright, though. I’ll pass.

I got my braces on today, after school. YELLOW Yellow! My favourite colour next to green, orange, black and silver. And Ethel’s curse (May your braces hurt. HAHA~ (:<) came true. The bottom four front teeth are hurting like mad now. And I couldn’t chew the ikan bilis in my ban mian which I had for dinner. LOUSY.

I’m going to study for Chemistry now. MOLE CONCEPT YOU STINKING SHIT.

I shall try and listen to my darling Munko and put a stop to all my cursing and swearing.
Oh yeah by the way, thank you Eunice and Ethel for checking if I was alright today. But honestly, I can’t explain what I’m feeling right now.