OBLITERATED

Let’s paint the town red

I wish…

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…I knew what’s happened.

Conversation is stilted and awkward. Neither of us is forthcoming enough to ask what has gone wrong. Reading through the messages and emails we exchanged makes me even more upset.

I keep your presents and letters in your box in the cupboard next to my study table.

What happened to our light-hearted banter, all the musings, the good things we enjoyed?

Will you tell me if I did something wrong? Is there a misunderstanding? Did I do anything to offend you? Or is all just due to a lack of communication? I hate to think that I’m being paranoid.

Please can we make amends? I don’t want to lose a friend especially one like you when it’s so close to leaving. You know the date, you do.

Please will you tell me why?

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December 16, 2008 at 4:39 am

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This is my Sanctuary

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And were it for thy profit, to obtain all sunshine?
No vicissitude of rain?
Think’st thou that thy laborious plough requires not winter frosts
as well as summer fires?
There must be both:
sometimes these hearts of ours must have the sweet,
the seasonable showers of tears;
sometimes the frost of chill despair
makes our desired sunshine seem more fair.

-Francis Quarles

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Why aren’t you talking to me?

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December 15, 2008 at 4:59 am

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HAHAH

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Guess what my eight-year-old brother was singing just now, albeit a little tunelessly?

“…Womanizer, womanizer…”

-grimaces-

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December 6, 2008 at 10:45 am

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Hourglass

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Did the ‘O’ Levels end only slightly over two weeks ago? It seems a terribly long long time ago. I’m beginning to forget the process of it- not that I want a repeat of it. But that doesn’t happen, does it? All too soon, we’ll be back in the vicious cycle of studying, studying, studying.

I’m hoping that graduating from CHIJ SNGS and leaving to go to the next school will give me a more well-rounded approach of education. I’ll be doing the IB.

We’ll see if I can rise to the challenge 🙂

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November 29, 2008 at 2:40 am

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GRADUATION NIGHT 2008

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Just like that, Graduation Night for Class of 2008 is over. I had a great time and I’m sure everyone else did too 🙂 Photos are being edited and will be put up on Facebook soon.

Yikes, what am I going to do now? Since the end of the ‘O’ Levels, my mind’s been pretty stagnant considering the sudden drop in academic stress. Now, I don’t even have to rush to school in the morning for Exco meetings. We’ve officially graduated.

We, Yellow Badge going to school
Doing our part to make the teachers happy
Like we always do
And we, always thinking of you
AMath, EMath, Physics, Bio, History
All the work we do
And we’ll bring these pleasant memories with us
But all I want to do
Is to spend this last night singing along with you

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November 26, 2008 at 8:13 am

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THE BEST GRAD NIGHT EVER!

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IT’S GRAD NIGHT TOMORROW! ALL THE WAY, EXCO 😀 WE CAN DO IT. WE’LL PULL THIS OFF EXCELLENTLY, AS WE ALWAYS DO!

(I’ll miss all of you, yeah.)

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November 24, 2008 at 3:17 pm

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WHY

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DO YOU ASSUME THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE WITH ME? WHY DO YOU THINK THAT I SHOULD DO EXACTLY AS YOU SAY? NEVER ASKING FOR MY OPINION, NEVER REALLY BOTHERING ABOUT WHAT I WANT, NEVER REALLY CARING THAT I MIGHT LIKE TO HAVE A SAY IN A FEW THINGS, ESPECIALLY BLOODY IMPORTANT THINGS LIKE _____. YOU ALWAYS DECIDE. ALWAYS YOU DECIDING. I’M HEADSTRONG? NO, I ONLY WANT YOU TO ASK ME WHAT I THINK. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? SEEMS LIKE IT IS, RIGHT? I NEVER GET TO SAY ANYTHING AND NEITHER DOES ANYONE ELSE. DON’T YOU NOTICE? PERHAPS YOU DON’T. YEAH, PERHAPS.

ONE DAY, YOU KNOW, I’M GOING TO EXPLODE.

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November 20, 2008 at 4:00 pm

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